Alicia Eva

I miss the friends. It's sad realizing that nearly all of them have passed through me and are now gone. They aren't thinking about it.

Josh Mertz, Josh Constance, Cassidy Cateral Davis, Dylan Burke, Brittney Mays, Alyssa Crooke Moore, Michael Baba,Aaron Quigley, Andrea Hill, JJ Morrison, Jake Dias, Jason Gunn, Kera Conforti, Chris Carracapa, Jesse Houston, Adam Larue, Geoff Fisher, Josh Renkow, Conor Thiessen, Jesse Strecker, Mary Dwan, Hillary Dietkus, Alex Narbutis, Anthony Jiminez, Andrew Davidson, Brenda McGee, Esperanza, Lilliana, Oreasa, Troy Mays, Chelsea King, Ciarra Herrell, Dani Grisham, Drew Petzel, Dulce Tecpoyotl, Michael Paradis, Patrick Glendening, Thomas Bendinelli, Todd Bellows, Tom Coyston, Walter Frank, Jackie Yale, Austin Chandler... Everyone. Darah lives in Kansas.
Tara Kelly Ryan I am calling you for your birthday today.
It's even worse in writing.

A best friend isn't just a bird that flys by your window more often than the rest.

Happy Birthday Falcon Smith-Curtis!
Im an auntie:)

A summer of absolute loveliness with you.
My last cigarette down and Fall on my desktop.

Im excited about the crunching leaves and the Capital letters.
Im sure it's only your love that makes these things worth having excitement for.

blowing kisses(to you)

"Fantasy is what people want but reality is what they need".

"Love gives you the power to Smurf things you ordinarily can't Smurf".

"Life was not a valuable gift, but death was. Life was a feverdream made up of joys embittered by sorrows, pleasure poisoned by pain; a dream that was a nightmare-confusion of spasdomic and fleeting delights, ecstasies, exultations, happinesses, interspersed with long-drawn miseries, griefs, perils, horrors, disappointments, defeats, humiliations, and despairs-the heaviest curse devisable by divine ingenuity; but death was sweet, death was gentle, death was kind; death healed the bruised spirit and the broken heart, and gave them rest and forgetfulness; deah was man's best freind; when man could endure life no longer, death came and set him free."

When I saw the grey my heart leaped. Thank you but Sorry.

"with your kiss my life begins".
I want to go on a road trip.
I want summer to be here. We could lay under the sun for an eternity and have no responsibilities.We could go to Mexico and sleep on the beach and make fires. We could listen to our pattern all night. If only.

I miss you like there is no tomorrow.

I'm going to have a lovely night out with Tara Kelly.

It's been 8 minutes and I miss you so much already.
I got your smile.
This is incredible.

Yesterday was the most beautiful,hungover,sleepy, puckey, lovey day ever. I would say that it would have been much nicer if we did'nt feel like we were going to throw up our insides every other minute, but I think that's what made it so good. Everything we did was for ourselves. For the compfort of our little sickly tummys. Under the sun. I fell asleep. I fell asleep so many times. And you were all thoughts. There is a compfort in being sick, especially with you to look at me in worries. Thank you with all of my heart for caring for me so much while I was drowning myself in alcohol, and freezing in the cold that I could'nt actually feel. We drifted through the day with everything and one another. It was one of the nicest times. Let us never do it again.

Jason Allen Gunn, good luck.

sp, she opened the door because the other lock was in use. and i probably smell like all the illegaal sumststanfes in me. and i have work tomororw, but cassie gave me ar ide. and i thank you . i wasd pretty worreid. byt y;ou wont give me a hiug and all of theose somgs were yours. i am the fluy in the oinamnet.
sharfeeferu.thank yhouo ofr coalling me tonight, you are my sporite, an di said it before and its turel.. soul.
kera was there. adn its nice to lnow
fbyut scoties istnt feeling good and netither am i. but i hvae to work tomorrow. so i have to eat lotgs and rdrink lots nithgsnt so i do ngt get .....sp o, o, im npot hiung over tomoorrrow. the world was solmpinning, in the laudnyr y room. thank you thansk you youtahnk y;ou.
im osrryu; for tdoignt the impbarrestmmetn,rcikared. hirrally.
smkoking,,
i can spell right, look im doing soooo good right now, klet me try to say anything, i can do it, damn , i didnt think io could be soo godod, ibut i can, and you knwe it!
for believing in me.
i miss you. i spelled that one righr! got you,

Doing crunches in the shower.

Gosh, I miss you.

Precious Lives.

going to taras
high
adam and greta and luke ahd stuff. i should be gone. goodbye savanah and joel. being politically actve and orgaizedd.n

Damnit, I have so much to do and so little motivation.